Yuujou

Harsh. Turns sad once they can’t solve the problem they had. Do stupid things to fulfill their wish. Cries like a baby with their own philosophy. Careless about the environment. Thinks that you’re alone and nobody cares about you. Two faces. Stabbed one’s back. Scared, and do nothing.

Whether it’s ironic or mere pathetic.

They have fallen into an abyss of darkness. Selfish and idiot. I’m fed up with those things. Those things I used to have in the past. I struggled to free myself from those things, the result was a new me; the one who received inspiration from my friends. If not because of my friends, I must be stuck at that abyss, alone.

Human’s heart is full of fragile feelings. And so many work to fix it if it torn apart.

Onegai. Don’t ruin our relationship just because of misunderstandings. I really don’t want it to happen. Our memories, our time that we spent together…..

‘Kore da ore no yuujo’ – Eric

Sayonara.

………………….

‘This is only a fantasy’

Although it’s sad to lose someone you’ve sought after, it’s not a misfortune. My heart used to burns, but now it’s cold. Begin to freeze, as I close my eyes. In the end, this world is neither a dream nor fantasy. I could no longer turn back. Everything I loved and protected.

It’s too late to delude, and too foolish to say it. Everybody is a puny bird, living in a cage called Life. If no one breaks the lock, no one will be able to fly freely. Everyone gets treated differently. Everyone gets different insult. No such thing as justice.

These tears dried up. Try to reach the future and accept the fate. It doesn’t hurt anymore. It doesn’t. I’m used to loneliness, be ignored, and be forgotten.

Those slanderous words. Those people who spread them. Those who actually believe them. It doesn’t really bother me now. I’m not stupid enough to be mad about hoax. What do you know about it? Have you ever spend long enough time to get to know it?

Just ask it straight. This is what you get because you’ve been holding it all to ask. Hurts, right? Stand up. It’s life, not a fantasy.

Sayonara.

Peaceful

Stay awake. These days, I really can’t sleep. Why? Because of something.

I love it when I’m awake in the middle of the night, go outside, and gaze at the star. It feels nice, and peaceful. I just want to do it. I love it when everyone already asleep and I’m the only one who’s awake.

As I was saying, it really feels nice. Laying at the rooftop, looking at the stars, and don’t think about anything just for a moment.

Persona 4 The Golden Animation

I really am interested in Persona 4. Well, a friend of mine mentioned it once, but my nephew was the one who told me about the whole Persona 4. In short, I’m in love with it. I already watched the Persona 4 : The Animation, and it was amazing. I hope they made a continuation with that story, I want to know more about Yuu. What does he do in the city, and what happens to inside the TV.

Persona 4 : The Golden Animation will be airing on July 2014. Of course, I went crazy. It’s a long way to go, but I don’t mind waiting.  Here, you can watch the trailer.

As I saying, I went crazy because it IS an adaptation from Persona 4 : The Golden! They put new character and new arcanas in there. Hmm.. Let me see. It was Aeon Arcana for Marie (New Char). Jester and Hunger Arcana for Adachi Tohru. What the… Why did they give Adachi two arcanas? I did a research and found out that Adachi’s arcana would change from Jester to Hunger when the protagonist make the true ending.

Hunger, eh? It fits on Adachi.

I don’t know, but I prefer this P4GA will have a bad ending.

‘Yeah! That’s what you should do, Yuu! Betray your friends! Be friend with the killer! HAHAHAHAHA!’. I thought that when I was watching the video. I’m a psycho, right? Just kidding. I just love it when the main protagonist turn into evil, and the evil dominates the story which means no happy ending. I don’t know why, I just love it.

And that makes me a psycho…..

Sayonara.

First Digital Coloring

Konnichiwa, minna-san!

I’m so sorry because i haven’t post anything lately, because it’s still a holiday and i want to finish my RPG Games. So, as i saying, these days i tried to color Nura Rikuo Line Art (i don’t draw anything, thanks to someone who already provide the line art). This is my very first time. So, if you think it’s ugly, believe me, I’ve tried my best. So, here you are!

Nura Rikuo Digital Art

Sayonara